La la la.

I'd like to start off with something witty, or something remotely interesting. Sadly, that I cannot do. I was smoking outside today, and was just singing whatever came to my mind. I thought that it'd be a cool thing to do, in order to become attuned with myself, melodically speaking. I guess it worked in a way, I just think that I'm still too static when it comes to finding a melody. It all sounds the same. Hopefully, as time goes by, I'll get better at it.
For some reason, I think I'm starting to like poetry. I think it's because that's what songwriting really is, poetry with a melody. Maybe I'm wrong but I read a couple of lines from a T.S Eliot poem, and I found myself trying to put a melody to it. It's a big possibility that I'm going to start reading poetry from now on.
I've been going to bed at the wrong hours lately, and I'm getting pissed at that. I hate being off program, it derails my entire day. Ugh, it's all good though, the semester's almost over, so I think that I can get some more sleep if really needed it. As long as I don't start sleeping at five a.m. again.
You know, cause I did that for almost two years.

A jumble of thoughts.

I just realized how badly my social skills have been altered by my seclusion in my dorm room for the past 3 months. Every conversation I try and strike, if I can get past my new found shyness, comes out weird and mildly retarded. Ugh. On a different note, the song that I wrote was liked by most of my friends, and this has spurred me on to write more material. Another thing that's on my mind is the fact that my philosophy project is due on Tuesday, but my partners take too long to respond to my e-mails. I just hope that it will get sorted out before the deadline. Been listening to Motion City Soundtrack all day today, don't know why though. Something completely irrelevant, I've had these two cinnamon rolls on my desk, just sitting there, tormenting me. Should I eat them? Has it been too long? Would my intestines give up on me for good (see alcohol poisoning) if I even touch them? Damn, so confusing. No matter though, I'll be off to my aunts house for the weekend, where there'll be fresh ones waiting for me.
You know, cause that's where I got them from last week.