Hurm.

So tonight was the first night I didn't speak to my girlfriend on the phone in three months. We usually have this thing where one of us will call to just talk a bit, and say goodnight. Lately thought, I've been grating her nerves on various shit, and it was mostly me who called. I figured this'll be a good way for her to chill off and whatnot. Plus, I get the feeling sometimes that I'm boring her with all my jabbering. Anyhow, hopefully she'll stop being annoyed by me and start calling me for a change. We'll see what happens. Other than that, I got one more day of class and I'm done for the week.
You know, cause I deliberately made it so that I don't have classes on Fridays.

Spring Break

Ok so, I'm in Petoskey, and have been for the past four days. The first couple of days were pretty rocky, since there was this tension between my girlfriend and I. Well, all of that is gone now because we had a pretty interesting conversation, filled with sarcasm, wit, cynisism, and sincerety. I found that being sincere is the best way, even if certain things might be hurtful when said. Ah well, the point is that everything's ok now, and it will be for a nice long time. Now, I know I was bitching about not being able to have sex with her but I've come to terms with it. As long as I'm with her, it's all good. I'm not using my computer right now so therefore I must wrap up this little bouquet of words and bid you adieu, faithfull reader, untill next time. Which, should be soon.
You know, cause I'll be back home in a few days.

Thanks.

You know, in a couple of hours time, I'll be driving up north with my girlfriend, the one I've told that I love so much and that would probably marry. When the time is right, of course. Lately however, I can't stop thinking negative thoughts about us, and where we're going. It must be the distance thing because I cannot think of anything else that can be the cause of this. I still love her, can't possibly imagine being with another girl but I can't possibly see myself living with her for the rest of my life. Hopefully, this no internet, no t.v, no xbox, (and no sex, for the love of GOD!) week will help put things in perspective. If you ask me right now, I'd say that this is going to be a really fucked up spring break. Ask me when I get back though, and you might get a different answer.
You know, cause things might change.

Aw shucks.

First off, not only did I post once before I went to sleep, I posted twice! Count it. Yeah, that's two. Well, my girlfriend just called me, and the reason why she didn't earlier was exactly what I expected. Furthermore, I feel like a giant ass for letting my mind get the better of me. I think the reason she sounds/acts more distant, is because she's pretty much cooped in her home, interacting only with her family for long stretches of time. She says she likes it that way, but after she spent the evening with a close friend of hers, she sounded very much like her old self. I still don't know what to think though.
You know, cause it's confusing.

Urgh

Kinda disappointed right now. My girlfriend always calls me before 11:00 p.m., but it's 12 and I still haven't heard from her. I know there's a logical explanation, but these past couple of weeks, things have been kind of weird. I feel as if she's a bit distant, and I catch only rare glimpses of her former self. She once told me that I had changed for, somewhat, the worst. I now think that I can say the same for her. She used to be full of spunk and whatnot, but ever since she moved back into her parents house, I feel as if she's slowly turning into this different girl. Bah, it might just be me and my paranoia since this is a long-distance relationship. I still love her though, it's just making me worry is all.
I wonder if I'll post again before I go to bed.