The dormitory life.

I...have been getting more and more agitated with my allergies. It went from minor stuff, to full blown congestion. Not to mention, it just saps my energy for some reason. That's the only explanation I can find, as to why I don't feel like writing/recording songs. So, school is officially over, and I couldn't help but feel a twang of sadness, as I was leaving the dorms. I really don't like leaving my "area", once I've grown accustomed to it. Anyway, the important thing here is next year, when I'll be rooming with three people. It's going to be single bedrooms, but I still worry about the people I'm going to be rooming with. They are the exact opposite of me, when it comes to how they live while in school. I'm more of a quiet person, I keep to myself, and I just like to do my own thing. They are not that quiet (not in a bad way, they just do more things than I), like to party, and are always doing something. However, I find that this is a small price to pay for having friends. Not to mention, Halo 3 teammates. Yeah, next year is going to be full of studying, Halo-ing, partying, and hopefully, music playing.
You know, cause my dream is still up for grabs.

Staples.

What does bring people together? Well, I think that the answer to that question is music. I don't care who the fuck you are, if you're in a room with a bunch of people, and a good song comes up, you're all automatically best friends for night. And that's why I want to pursue my dream of being a musician. Just be in a band, singing, playing the guitar, just trying to escape the mundane aspects of real life. One of my biggest fears is being stuck at an office job, punching in and out and whatnot. That's why I'm going to try my hardest after school, at doing everything but that. We'll see how it goes. For now, I think I'll just focus on school.
You know, cause I'd like that piece of paper that acknowledges my accomplishments after four years.

Rip Off.

I realized today how much I miss being around other people. It's very refreshing, and most of the people I know are pretty funny, which makes it even more appealing. The main thing about it though, is the fact that when I'm around friends, I put everything else that clutters my brain somewhere where they cannot bother me. I mean, being my myself all the time is pretty god damn depressing, and if it weren't for the various little things to keep me mildly sane, I think I would be a anti-depressant medication whore by now. However, this semester I got the opportunity to meet new people, so that when i come back for the fall semester, I won't be so utterly alone anymore.

I wrote a new song today but it sounds too much like blink-182. I mean, it's not necessarily a big deal, it's just that I would like to be original. I guess that originality comes with time, and I really haven't been serious about songwriting for the longest time anyways.
You know, cause I thought I sucked so much it wasn't even worth it.

Celebrating something I shouldn't.

St. Patricks days, and my plans? Getting drunk with friends, and my girlfriend, which I haven't seen in a long time. Should be fun.
You know, cause getting drunk with good friends is always fun.

Who watches the Watchmen? Not me, that's for sure.

You know what, fuck them. All my friends went to watch Watchmen tonight, and I'm all alone. No one to take me to a movie theater, no one to hang out with while they're out having fun. What can you do though, right? Aw shit, cafeteria's closed.
You know, cause it's almost 7:00 p.m.